Undefined 3 ...

Someday... when I get good camera to take some, I'll post it here :)
The photo is about something that I wrote when I having my job in my class.
I think it is really my feeling :'(

Well today my mom feel better and we are cooking Soup now.


When I texted you last night,... I feel unsleepy at all.
I feel so heavy and suffocating

I wish someday when you understand what I mean comes....

Undefined 2 ....

Well actually, I wrote it about last week..


I don't think that this is the time... the right time, maybe... to stop.
Now I can hear what they do, these plants... they moving gently
The fallen leafs, swinging breeze, dust fragments... right now surely is the time that I can be my another me...

Keep telling myself to think clearly.. which the opposite side tells me to move on


remember..
that God always has His way to give me happiness
that mom told me to be good ones, and I agreed.

What will you do... if you know that I know "this" from the very start?
What will you say... if I changed?
Your heart.

Will you let me go just like that time???

Don't you remember what we talked a year ago afternoon?
When we agree that there'll no somebody but just 1 person to love?
When I trust you...
When I started to accept all things that we've done.
IMAGINE DAYS WHEN WE FIND HAPPINESS... just two of us

But, my heart feels like eating sour sharp red ground,
then I'm afraid if that feeling's right, and wondering it all days.

In the night of August,
I prayed for what I feel and hoping He hear my call

Then I dreamed.
I saw you... leaving me behind and walking straight to her car.
and I cried....

I started to think that the dream was just a dream. Sea flowers in the night
Those distractions,
and the others too...
it keeps me thinking that the dream maybe wrong. Really hope so, and about the distract too..
So that I can live happily.

But..
The fact is.. I can't keep it by myself all the time lately.
The seem much clearer and clearer...


I knew, you'll get me wrong again... but I hope you won't.
I fell down and guilty..
I think I was wrong and I started to try changing my self...

Undefined

I can't deny this sorry feeling
That I love your expressions
your voices
your moves
and the way you talk about us
I wonder if you had another way to do it, without problems that I did purposely

What a childish I am.

Even if I told everyone that I hate somekind of that
but I can't deny that I want it from you
All warmth love and kindness... gentleness

but the facts are I'm caused trouble which make you feel down and dissapointed..
to me.
Now however I feel that we are apart.
Just like the first time we fought

When I think that we will be stronger when problems come,
but will that make you hate me more and more.. day by day?

Someone told me that "break up" isn't the wise way to solve the problems
It will makes another problem call HATRED.
I am so glad if you are thinking it too.

What should I do
to make it get closer to you?
These determinations is set but I'm a paranoiac... a bunch of a dumbass
Even if the melody flowing from the flute gently, I still can hear voices breezily upon me
Memories of you.. stuck me in this feeling. I love it.
I love it so that I want it draw away and blooming everytime.

Now I want you here.. the hold the feel on
so that I can show you how much I want that happiness given to us two.
Do you still remember your dreams.. my dreams... our dreams?
Do you want it still like I do?
Such a beutifull words.. such a beautifull day..
when I dreamed you last night, I thought it was real.
Tear drop almost fall when I realize that was dream, seems pityfull but I take it.
Coz I'm a foolish player ever.

Bigbang Konser di Indonesia 13 Oktober

Jakarta - Boyband Bigbang akhirnya dipastikan konser di Indonesia. Bigbang akan mengunjungi Jakarta 13 Oktober mendatang. Hal tersebut diumumkan langsung melalui akun Facebook resmi Bigbang. Jadwal untuk Indonesia yang sebelumnya belum tersedia kini sudah muncul. Bigbang akan menggelar konsernya tersebut di Mata Elang Internasional Stadium, Jakarta Utara. Indonesia jadi negara ketiga yang dipastikan akan dikunjungi oleh pelantun 'Blue' tersebut. Sementara itu jadwal untuk negara tetangga belum juga tersedia. Tanggal konser di Singapura, Thailand, Taiwan, Filipina, Malaysia, dan Hong Kong sampai saat ini belum terisi. Bigbang berkeliling negara-negara di dunia dalam rangkaian 'Bigbang Alive Tour'. Konsernya sendiri dipromotori oleh Live Nation yang biasa membawa artis dunia seperti Rod Stewart, Roxette, dan Lady Gaga.

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