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I can't deny this sorry feeling
That I love your expressions
your voices
your moves
and the way you talk about us
I wonder if you had another way to do it, without problems that I did purposely

What a childish I am.

Even if I told everyone that I hate somekind of that
but I can't deny that I want it from you
All warmth love and kindness... gentleness

but the facts are I'm caused trouble which make you feel down and dissapointed..
to me.
Now however I feel that we are apart.
Just like the first time we fought

When I think that we will be stronger when problems come,
but will that make you hate me more and more.. day by day?

Someone told me that "break up" isn't the wise way to solve the problems
It will makes another problem call HATRED.
I am so glad if you are thinking it too.

What should I do
to make it get closer to you?
These determinations is set but I'm a paranoiac... a bunch of a dumbass
Even if the melody flowing from the flute gently, I still can hear voices breezily upon me
Memories of you.. stuck me in this feeling. I love it.
I love it so that I want it draw away and blooming everytime.

Now I want you here.. the hold the feel on
so that I can show you how much I want that happiness given to us two.
Do you still remember your dreams.. my dreams... our dreams?
Do you want it still like I do?
Such a beutifull words.. such a beautifull day..
when I dreamed you last night, I thought it was real.
Tear drop almost fall when I realize that was dream, seems pityfull but I take it.
Coz I'm a foolish player ever.